My eyes feel heavy and my heart feels tired
My mind feels cloudy but I am at the edge
I sense there is clear sky out there
I feel that just one step forward will free me from the fog.

So now I have to make my feet walk,
make a plan on how to move forward
Away from the press of self consciousness,
away from the shackles on my heart.

Ok, a plan. That’s what I need – a plan!

But to make a plan don’t you need to know where you are going?
I’ve not known that for a long time…
If ever!

So maybe that’s what I need to do…
work out where I’m going – where I want to be.
But how do I do that?

I make a plan?